wow, the holiday was fab, i had the best time, the food was gorgeous, the wether was lovely, i have a nice tan and overall it was great. we had some laughs. we also had a very nice anneversary wink wink haha!

one day we wen t to zoo marine, like seaworld. it was brill, we saw a parrot show, a dolphin show and a peter pan show with sea lions.

anyway nuff about the holiday, i was just reading cosmo and i found an article about finding ur sexy weight, and it had loads of women bigger than a size 16, and they were happy with themselves, and it gave me the confidence to think fuck it, i am happy the way i am and i know i have put weight on over the last few months but i am really happy with myself, it does does not matter if i have cellulite, Matty loves my curves and doesn't want me to lose weight, that article was given me so much confidence, there were women who looked absolutly gorgeous and they were a size fourteen, i'd tell u wot i'd rather have them than some twig. It doesn't matter that i am a size 10-12 i am truly happy and as long as i have got confidence that is all that matters, i am more happy now than i was being nine stone.  just thought i'd share that.

anyway i should have pics developed soon of the holiday, so as soon as i figure out how to put pics on here i will.

Bye Bye